Autopilot

Well here I am back in my groove, or rut if you will. It's starting to sink in a little that I'm here for a while, but I do still have the delirious feeling that i'm leaving soon, like i have a holiday to come.
Unfortunately work hasn't transformed into a fantastic place in my absence but it is good to see friends again and catch up on their lives. A few things have actually changed though, there has been a management shuffle and we've somehow delevolped a brand new back log, always good fun.
Another change has happened in life in general as I now have a new flat mate :) so far so good and it is comforting to have someone else around the place, I don't rattle around so much ;)
I showed off some piccies to pals today, getting nostalgic over things that happened only a few days ago (sadly it feels like more). Kinda got all giddy about it, but made me miss Axel more.
I seem to be largely opporating on autopilot, I find it amazing how my body can navigate the tube to work, largely unaided. Even more suprising is that i leave later and later each day (due to contacting my babe) and still manage to arrive on time- a very dangerous thing, tempting me to push the limits.
I'm starting to adjust to the time, by that I mean that I'm tired now.
I walked home part of the way, to remind myself why I live here and also just to feel human for a while, the office is unbearably stuffy. I managed to feel almost human (it's a great challenge you understand) but the features of Oxford Street (namely mad, impatient folk) didn't convince me. Maybe tomorrow ;)
Planning to have a few beers with buddies tomorrow, promises to be entertaining and i'm looking forward to it.
My other flat mate (and old friend) is due to fly out to Vancouver on Thursday, that will be hard. I hope that she has a good time out there and enjoys it as much as i did. It's such a wonderful city, it has everything that i need there, i wonder how much she wants for the ticket?